friends.

we are friends , and just friends.

never any closer .

i should not attempt more.

things.are.getting.clear

these two days are at exams
and she is playing all meaningless games via qqgame with one of her classmates
just five short sentences to me , and nothing else

i am not somebody of hers.
i should not make things like this . i should not regard her as something of mine
i am not so sure about the relationship between us
i may be not so important as i think , and as what she said.
i am nobody here.

let go

by the way , there is one sentence i do not know the best translation into Eng. it maybe ' i am unworthiness ' or ' i am incommensurable '.
but i prefer to say it in Chs

我不配